Guys, I am so so sorry! I have derelicted my duty of updating my blog:●{ Been so caught up in holidays and life in general that I completely forgot.  Oh, and thanks to one of my losest friends, I am now completely and fully obsessed with British/Irish boy band One Direction ♡♡ I'm gonna get better at this. Cross my Heart! See what I did there? ;) Ok so heart wise, I'm doing Great! No more doctor visits until March. MARCH!!!! Can you believe it? I haven't been since September!! Its a record for me since all of this started! My pacemaker and I have been betting along swimmingly as of late. I can still feel it when it kicks in, but I've learned to kind of tune it out. Now i can pretty much anticipate when its going to happen, and it doesn't bother me as much anymore. Ive noticed that the most common time period that i can feel the pacemaker is right before bed, or whenever I'm really super relaxed. I'm set at 80 now so anytime my BPM is lower than that,  it kicks in. To kind of explain the feeling, its like your heart stops for a few seconds, then you get an extra strong beat, and it feels as if your heart came out of your chest, flipped over, and popped back in. Kind of odd, but yeah. Another thing, is that my pacemaker has oved a little. It can move as I do, but it doesnt move around my chest. It can wiggle a little to either direction, and now that it has, I am able to sleep on my left side!! Now I know that that doesn't really mean muc normally, but I haven't been able tovlay likenthatbin a long while, so it wonderful to be able to now. I hope everyones Thanksgiving and Christmas went well. I had a great end to the year, spending it out of state with my Grandprents! Though the flu is going around out here, we have all managed not to contract it. I did however get a sore throat, which we believed to be strep, but after a visit to the walk-In clinic, we were corrected. No strep, and I'm already feeling better:D As 2013 begins, I also wanted to let you know that I have began working on my very first novel. By this time next year it will be with the publishing company, on its way to the shelves of your local book store. I hope you've made your new years resolutions as I have... Good luck keeping true to them! Update soon, thanks guys